alone

I am having on of those weeks when I remember WHY I need people in my life. Its not a bad week, just a lonely one. Schools out and kids are studying or on holiday with their families. I am getting things done, working on stuff at home, playing with my dogs... but ultimatly bored out of my mind. I NEED PEOPLE! I do not do well with too much alone time. I got back from camp and the day after I hung out with girls all day till 6pm.. so Ok ya i needed a break on wed. BUT NOT till Friday!

I just came from a party next door. Where there was a bunch of teachers and kids. It was great and I enjoyed it. But I left at 10pm b/c I was tired ... and it was pouring rain and I got offered a ride... not going to say no to dryness! haha

I like living alone, I like having my space and everything "just where it belongs"... But the truth is I only like it when its my escape from all the people I see all day... When Its just me and me all day long its horrible.

Its moments like this that remind me just another good reason to have a husband... haha except there is not alone time ummm I would just have to make alone time some how.

I am actually really excited about dating when I move back the US. I know that sounds weird. I'm not signing up for anything haha But just the fact that I am open to it makes me feel like "it could happen"... I pray that I'm just not disappointed in thinking b/c I'm open now things will change... and then no body likes me =( haha O dear

I just don't like being alone...