After months of FEAR and risks.... its over. I felt Like God taught me a great lesson last weekend about my heart and how it deserves someone that with be in a "healthy" relationship with me... that I don't have to fear rejection b/c It only frees me up to meet the person God has for me.... All good lessons. I was happy and content ......... Then it happened... rejection and the end. I guess that was the last lesson God wanted to teach me through THIS relationship... I'm not angry, I'm not mad. I'm just sad. I have worked through so much.... and now its over. My heart was broken and in pieces before THIS and in the last 7 months God has used THIS to bring the cracks and fears to light so he could heal them. It was so great, so beautiful... a story of healing for my heart.
God used it... and now its done... I feel PEACE and more WHOLE... even though there is a pain in my heart and water in my eyes...
I love how God can used anything for his purposes... I hope he continues to teach me about my heart and my fears, even though "this" is over...
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